Save Me From My Self

Dari dia kecil sudah suka mendengar suaranya,  berawal dari bacaan Surat Ar-Rahman - nya ...

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I want it all
I want it now
Forget about the consequences
I know that it's bad, it's better to wait
But sometimes I can be selfish
And the only sound I hear is right now
And all my patience gets locked out
I know that it's wrong
And I want to change
I need You here with me
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord, I need your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Big lights pull me in every time
And it's so hard to break a pattern
But I see it clear, what's deep inside
Is the only thing that really matters
So tell me how, how to turn it around
Before my senses hit the ground
'Coz I know that's it's wrong
And I want to change
I need You here with me
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord, I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
'Coz I tripped and fell
And there is nothing, nothing
That I won't do
Oh, save me from myself
'Coz I need Your help
And now I'm running, running
Back to You
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord, I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself

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Allah ...
Save Me From My Self

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Allah ... I Need Your Help ...